I find myself in an all too familiar paradox of wanting time to slow down, so I can enjoy my kids, because someday I am gonna miss this (
here is a great song). Then the other side is wanting time to hurry up, because I miss my husband.
I choose to enjoy right now. To no longer wait until Daddy gets home, we move, Daddy retires, we buy (fill in the blank)... I am trying not to go in the same circle we have seemed to be on the last 6 years. I am ready to explore new territory and break out of the box I put us in. We are going back to a simple fun life. I miss joy and laughter. I cannot control life, but I can control where we invest our hearts and resources. For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also, Luke 12:34. I already have the best treasures God can give: a God fearing husband and four blessings worth more than all the gold in the world. There is nothing on this earth that can add to my happiness. The things of this world are fleeting. God said He will make our paths straight if we trust in Him; He will direct our paths (Proverbs 3:5-6). I am ready to go down the path God has made for me and my family. I am going to savor it like a delicious one-of-a-kind dessert! Nothing will ever taste better!